I am broken

I don't know what to do 

or say…

and so I just wait – to see what God will do

and I try to remember what He has said

I can't yet tell the story of this baby I am waiting for after loosing my precious Joshua, because I don't know how the story will end, and that makes me too afraid to speak

but I know God is good and I WILL trust Him. I know He can but I will not try to make Him

I have asked Him and I will wait…

too worn out to run and play with my boys, I will watch and wonder at the miracles they are

"And hope does not disappoint us, because God has poured out his love into our hearts by the Holy Spirit, whom he has given us." Romans 5:5